Terça-feira, 24 de Agosto de 2004
Hoje é o primeiro dia, em muitos, que me deito mais feliz do que quando acordei. Não sei bem porquê, mas este estado constante de monotonia tem estado a tornar os meus dias cinzentos, e a dar-me cada vez menos vontade de sorrir.
Talvez seja de ver as pessoas em meu redor cada vez mais desmotivadas, cada vez mais tristes com uma vida que se arrasta sempre igual, sempre chata, em que nada de novo acontece, existem sempre as mesmas discussões, as mesmas razões e as horas repetem-se...
Em breve, terei que lidar com uma mudança muito grande na minha vida. E isso assusta-me, de certo modo. Tudo se tem revelado uma dificuldade para tal mudança acontecer, e tenho medo de ter que recuar quando já for tarde demais. E, mais do que isso, tenho medo que o tenha que fazer por razões que me ultrapassam e que não posso minimamente controlar. Estou entregue à minha sorte, e esse facto não me agrada nada.
E além de tudo isto, a Sandra está longe dos meus braços e os meus verdadeiros amigos ainda estão de férias. Os que restam nesta vila, apenas me conseguem fazer sair de casa para apanhar ar fresco, pois estou farto das mesmas conversas que se repetem sempre que saímos.
Mas hoje pelo menos é diferente. Hoje deito-me com a esperança que amanhã o dia será diferente, pelo menos para a minha nina. Amanhã é um dia importante, e tudo vai correr bem. Desejo-te sorte, e agradeço teres-me dado algo para sorrir.
Amo-te muito, minha doce Sandra.
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De Nightwitx a 24 de Agosto de 2004 às 15:05
Como foi bom saber que tinha o meu nino bom a torcer por mim :) Tu n tens culpa.. isto é q anda uma vergonha mas deixa.. um dia vai melhorar e eu vou conseguir :) desde q sinta q consegues sorrir qd te deitas à noite.. nada é mais importante que a tua alegria e o teu amor :) Ama tu mto nino kido
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